Welcome to my Christian database. I’m a former Satanist with a fervent desire to make amends for who I was in the past. Some Satanists are actually atheists who preach a doctrine of living for right now. Others are devil-worshippers. I was neither. I simply hated God and thought of Satan as a misunderstood angel who was justified in challenging his Creator’s authority. I sincerely believed God was cruel and unloving. Then I gradually changed my thinking as I learned that all of my objections to Christianity were flawed. I eventually started going to church again (I quit going when I was a teenager), but I just didn’t have the willpower to make a full commitment to God. Only after going to prison did I get completely serious about turning my life around, and I’m now devoted to spreading the truth of the Bible.